The feeling of falling again..

I never thought i would ever have this feeling again. Its been 2 years already. But she makes my heart beat so fast til i feel i cant breath properly.. I know i'm falling.. but i can't say the same for her..

Maybe she still takes me as a sub for her ex.. because we have the same surnames? i don't know.. but even if it is that way.. then im willing because i think i may have just fallen a little too deep to refused or reject her..

Its stupid i know. But i rather take the chance then lose it forever.. Maybe she won't like me just because i'm a fernandez.. I wish.. and i hope.. but if i'm wrong.. then i will just pick up the pieces once again and move on..

to blog or not to blog?

Always sitting here, i will have to think out i wanna say, yet when im just sitting staring at the skies, my thoughts overflows about everything.. thats y i like just sitting staring at the skies.. it allows me to ponder about everything even though certain things might not make sense.

I know some ppl drops by to read from time to time, but sorry i dont have anything to share, not that i dont want to. its just more easier to keep it to oneself and think it throughly by myself. There is really nthing much you can do to help even if you did know. So why bother?